song lovin'

Some of the songs I've been lovin' on lately:

Atlas Hands- Benjamin Francis Leftwich

Big Jet Plane- Angus and Julia Stone

And Run- He Is We

Canvas- Augustine

Travel In Time- Marching Band

I seriously can't get enough of these songs, probably especially Atlas Hands.

some smart quotes from some smart people

I'm working on a paper about microfinance for my international political economy of women class. In my research I have stumbled upon some great thoughts from some smart people. Here they are:

"A man filled with the love of God is not content with blessing his family alone, but ranges through the whole world, anxious to bless the whole human race." - Joseph Smith (History of the Church Vol. 4., p. 227)

"Our idea of charity, therefore is to relieve present wants and then to put the poor in a way to help themselves so that in turn they may help others." - Joseph F. Smith

"All human beings have unlimited potential. We just never have the opportunity to discover ourselves. Each one of us got stuck in whatever station of life we got stuck in. And because that is what we are, we never try to find out the greater reality. Those little monies (micro-credit) give people an opportunity to discover their worth. All the fears they had from years and year, layers and layers of fear that bound the individual are removed one by one, and she finds out who she is. That is what makes all the difference in the world-- to that individual and to the world." - Muhammad Yunus

"Poverty is not created by the poor. Poverty is created by institutions that we build. Poverty is created by the mindset we have created for ourselves. One of the things we assume, is that poor people will be part of the scene. They will be there anyway. This mindset has created the existence of poverty. If we somehow change our minds, then maybe there will not be any poor people in the world . . .
If we believe, if we imagine, if we dream about such a new world, then we will create it. That is the first point. That is the first step. Believe in the kind of world we want to believe in. Then we can put our minds into it. We create it. We cannot create something that we cannot imagine. Imagination is the first step. Once you imagine, once you dream, and once you start believing, the dream comes true."
 -Muhammad Yunus (both from a speech given at BYU on November 13, 1997)

single

I love being single. I love it so much. I love it too much. I know we're supposed to be dating and getting married, but it bums me out that so many girls are so focused on marriage and not really enjoying being single. Comments in Relief Society tend to revolve around marriage, with topics such as faith (that you will get married some day), trials (still being single), and talents (cooking and such- the ones "needed" for marriage). It seems like people are waiting for a relationship or marriage to make them happy. My opinion is that you can't find a way to be happy while you're single you won't magically be happy as a married person. I think I personally will mourn the loss of my single days.

Of course I want to have that awesome relationship/marriage where you want to talk all the time and do everything together, but right now I am loving just being me! I love doing whatever I want whenever I want. I love being alone and doing things alone. I can't imagine spending SO MUCH TIME with another person. I can't imagine wanting that. I have my own schedule. I like to go to zumba at night or watch TV with my friends or just do homework. I like to read before I go to bed and unwind with some more alone time. I get to make my own plans for my life and not worry about fitting around someone else's plan. I love all of this stuff. I'm so happy and comfortable on my own. Like I said, I may love being single a little too much. The guys I go out with are generally pleasant and nice and . . . fine. Maybe that's just my disinterest talking, but really. I can't sustain a dating situation more than about three dates before I lose interest. But here's the deal. I don't see why I should try to sustain something I'm not really interested in. At some point I may need an attitude adjustment, but right now I am going to enjoy the peace and contentment of my single life, free from the disruptions and frustrations of men. {Happiness}

human

"We must not see any person as an abstraction. 

Instead, we must see in every person a universe 

with its own secrets, with its own treasures, 

with its own sources of anguish, and with some measure of triumph."

- Elie Wiesel

from The Nazi Doctors and the Nuremberg Code

I'm reading The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks by Rebecca Skloot right now. This quote from the amazing Elie Wiesel was at the beginning of the book and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm only about 80 pages into the book but I'm loving it so far. We always learn about HeLa cells in science classes and they have been used for thousands of experiments, but we don't talk much about Henrietta Lacks, the source of those cells. Henrietta died from cervical cancer at age 31. I feel so much more appreciation for those cells when I consider Henrietta's life, her suffering, and the family she left behind. We must always remember the value of each person. 

home

I'm sure I will have many homes in my life that will each hold a special place in my heart. So far I have had three homes. Colorado is special because my family is there and I grew up there. It is a place where I feel perfectly comfortable. Utah has come to feel like my home in the past couple years. This is the home where I have made a life that is all my own. Today is three years since I left for my third home, Jerusalem.  This home may hold the largest place in my heart. Sometimes I think it sounds silly when I say that Jerusalem changed my life, but it really did.

I was thinking today about the first time we drove into Jerusalem and about leaving. As we were driving in from Tel Aviv that first day I remember as we were getting close Brother Skinner told us that it would be a moment to remember because we could never again see Jerusalem for the first time. I wish I could describe the feeling I had as I saw the city for the first time. It felt like coming home, only somehow so much better. I've been totally emotional today as I think about Jerusalem. I know I brought a lot of Jerusalem back with me, but I feel today like I left a part of myself there, like a little tiny piece of my heart is missing. I know I will go back someday and it will be wonderful, but nothing can ever compare with the first time- the Jerusalem Center and the friends {family} that I met there. Today I am feeling so much love and so much gratitude {and more than a touch of homesickness for the JC}.

Next year in Jerusalem!